Suave Ingenuity

Paris, Tokyo...

2008-11-10T15:30:00.000-08:00

Dedicated to that special someone...

Where ever I go she goes...

Bird Walk...

2008-11-08T12:46:00.000-08:00

The new dance from Soulja Boy...

can you dig it?

True Passion.

2008-11-04T21:03:00.000-08:00

This is the ONLY person I know that is more passionate than I...

My President...

2008-11-04T20:06:00.000-08:00

Is Black...

No Lambo yet but I'm working on it.

I'm not trying to be a another ignorant person who sees life in black and white though. Especially, since we are in a religious war. We as a nation must unite.

The traditional American is not going to enjoy having a black president... Time to get out of the south lol...

A change is needed and EVERYONE knows that much. But I just find it so ironic that a country built on slavery... Will now have a BLACK President.

This is an accomplishment for ALL people of Ethnicity. We did it. We won.

Obama '08 Change 'infinite

Alienated Heart

2008-11-04T19:04:00.000-08:00

I created another blog.
Because I found myself posting personal matters
On a blog that was created for a different purpose.
So if you enjoyed my romantic ramblings
I created a blog just for that.

Suave Ingenuity was created to be a news source...

I will leave my old postings on here...
Because the past is the past...
But the future sessions of my heart.
Will be on the new blog.

I will continue to be here...
So don't stop reading.
But All Things TRè will be at the new domain.

Alienated Heart

Can't Win For Losing...

2008-11-01T20:06:00.000-07:00

There will be times in life when the bad outweighs the good.
When there are more painful memories than joyful.
When there seems like there is no tomorrow but yet it still comes.
There will be times in life where nothing makes sense.
Where you find yourself all alone.
Times where the best thing is really isn't best.
My heart tells me it needs you forever.
I don't second guess my heart.
The heart is the only truth left in the world.
Good or bad always listen to your heart.
I have a tiger tattooed over my heart, and I feel it is my heart's guardian.
It fights for me in my sleep.
Love, to me, is sacred.
Spritual, mental, emotional, physical.
I really believe that I am the LAST Romantic on Earth.
Really, I don't even believe I'm suppose to be in this time.
I don't even really think I belong on this planet.
Alienated Heart.
Your heart is really your brain...
The control center of the body.
(This isn't about you if your reading this)
I feel that I have a pretty good heart.
Often, more times than none... I do the right thing.
But really what is right or wrong?
Really? Who's perception are we living by?
Is it ever wrong to listen to your heart?
Or is that a fools view that died a long time ago?
Once again... send me a compass.
I need to find answers.
I need to find my way back.
Am I so far gone?
Somewhere along the way... I think I lost myself.
Hey, TRè hey...
Welcome back old friend.

Table dance gone wrong...

2008-11-01T11:20:00.000-07:00

so my wifey and I were watching this and I just had to share... I almost started crying...

I tried to refrain... Honestly.

T-Pain Retaliates

2008-11-01T11:07:00.000-07:00

Retaliates... More like annihilates...

Heartless...

2008-10-30T19:08:00.000-07:00

Is officially my song right now... Looks like Kanye's album is going to get me through again... Last year Graduation got through the day...From Can't Tell Me Nothing to Good Life...

Man, 808s & Heartbreak... I think Kanye is jinxing me seriously. Gosh, it's getting so hard to be optimistic... but still I speak it fluently.

How could you be so HEARTLESS?

There are so many things that I wanna say...
But that ain even my style...
I've learned that most days everything is better left unsaid... Everything.
I'm pulling myself back from the world again...
I don't handle pain and maintain friendships very well...
I tend to take it out on everyone...
So to those who haven't heard from me... Hello.

I'm a cancer... so naturally I'm a defensive person... I really feel myself going back into my shell. I'm not even fighting it... For once I think that might be best. I don't think that I will ever let people close to me again... "I can love you from a distance" Eh my motto for 2009. Feel free to adopt.

I've went through life not being able to show people who I really am... Not letting people ever get to know me... I now remember why. It was fun while it lasted... But now back to reality TRè. Back To The World As I Know It... Haha.. That was clever. I tend to lose people... But someone knows what I'm talking about. Any who I pray that I don't ever revisit this part of my life... I've learned some very valuable lessons... Very valuable.

Fool me once... shame on you
Fool me twice.. shame on me
Fool me thrice. not happening.

Black Man In The Elevator...

2008-10-27T20:27:00.000-07:00

So this is pretty much the story of my life especially since the town that I went to high school in didn't end segregation until the mid '70's... Yes welcome to the KKK Caplital of the woooorrrllllddd.

Keri Hilson...

2008-10-27T20:10:00.001-07:00

I use to think that Keri Hilson was like one of the sexiest women that I had ever seen... I don't have high standards but I'm kind of picky. I will admit that I have a foot fetish... Hey I just like pretty feet.

and for me to date you I have to like what I see from head to toe...

KH is now fine from her head to her ankles and that's not going to work for me.

permenately taking her out of the equation to be my startig line up of dream girls lmao.

Oct. 26, 2008

2008-10-26T20:49:00.000-07:00

My heart feels like I rubbed icy hot on it lmao...

It's cold but with a warming sensation(that part kind of hurts)

Almost as if my heart is saying TRè it hurts now but... but it'll get better. No pain no gain... today hurt alot.

On another note I saw Max Payne today.

Overall, I thought it was ok. I don't really think it was scripted that good. Nothing on the game I guess is what I'm saying.

I think I might change my alias to TRè Payne, yeah? lol.

but no really... it makes sense.

All in all my day... was a day. I learned some things and also realized that I was in denial. It will all work itself out one day, I guess.

Yeah I'm A Romantic...

2008-10-23T01:04:00.001-07:00

I'm a Cancer... I can't help it.

He's naturally shy of rushing in, but once he's sure, he won't be easily rebuffed. Cancerians can play the role of the romantic lover artfully. After he's declared himself, and has some hope of winning you, his timidity will switch to tenacity overnight, and you'll find yourself being courted by an earnest, determined man who won't take no as an answer for any proposal he has in mind. He's likely to stuff himself in your mailbox (figuratively, of course), camp on your doormat and monopolize your phone. It's hard to slide away from the grip of the crab. You probably won't want to, of course. Lots of girls are looking for a moonlit world like his to dream in, where someone will hold them tightly and protect them from the big, bad wolf at the door.

RE: Forever To Bleed

2008-10-22T23:21:00.000-07:00

This whole experience has taught me a few very valuable lessons.

1. When you're hurting, hurting by yourself only makes you bitter (that's why they say misery loves company... her nickname's sorrow.)

2. People are not perfect (there will be a lot of stuff that no matter how bad it hurts... you'll have to shake it off.)

3. Love... I mean real love... heals all. ( if you have someone that will love you through it all... just make it work.)

Back to the purpose of this blog...

It's apparent that we are both hurting, but this is not something that either of us will be able to overcome alone.
As bad as it hurt when it happened, I have already forgiven.

Once again I lost some content, by trying to do too many things at once.

Forever to bleed
If alone then indeed
Lost all pride
I'm on my knees
Not ashamed to beg
Hear my pleads
My days seem longer
Without you
I won't let you hurt
Then we both lose
Forever to bleed
I've lost enough blood already
I'm numb to the pain
But I say that regrettably
My first response
How could you
Second...
Why would you
I have already forgiven
Because I'd rather not be missing
The best thing
That has happened to me
Forever to bleed
Feels like open hear surgery
With no anesthesia
So I'm not gifted with amnesia
Forever to bleed
See now I disagree
As the thought of losing you impedes
I keep losing sleep
Tears overwhelm me still
Better off off together we would be
I just hope that sooner than later you'll see
That if you leave
It will be ME that is left
Forever to bleed

Reality Settling In...

2008-10-21T18:19:00.000-07:00

The saying goes:
If you love something then
you have to let it go
and if it comes back
that's how you know.

I Won't Sleep Cause You Walk Through My Dreams...

2008-10-21T03:42:00.000-07:00

5:33 doubt I'm going to sleep.
This would mark the third night in a row that I've went without sleeping.
Today was suppose to be my day.
The beginning of my victory lap.
I just had some stuff but it decided to delete itself.
Right now my life feels like a rerun.
I'm just a month and 5 days behind last year.
I really wish that this was the movie Click so that I could fast forward my life.
I don't think that I can take another heartbreak like the one from last year.
Same game different pain I guess.
This hurts worse tho but the only words of comfort that I heard were, "I'm doing you a favor, you'll get over me just like you got over her."
I got over the one that I though that I couldn't live without...
Just to be pushed back down into the pit.
I'm trying so hard to stay positive and remain grateful.
But I'm losing things to be grateful for.
I'm alive, but at this moment living feels harder.
Forced to relive the pain of my life again
and once again forced to do so alone.
The women of my last two relationships have ripped my heart to shreds and, spit on it, and then cranked that Souljah Boy on it.
The 2nd hurts the worse maybe because I truly loved her.
The 1st one, I cared for her but she didn't care about me.
The 2nd one, I loved her but she wouldn't allow me to love her.
I think the first was more like infatuation because she played on my emotions until I felt something.
The 2nd... I'm starting to question if it was even real too.
It took one day for her to leave me.
If it took me 4 months to get over a relationship that only lasted about 3 weeks.
A relationship that lasted 7 months multiply that by 2 and we already have 1 year and 2 months...
I think this might be it for me.
I seriously don't think that I can hurt that long.
I love hard but I hurt harder.
Jesus, please don't let this be the end of me.

Just though that I'd let you know
I'll love you
Even when you won't love me
We said that we met in a past life
I believe that last time I hurt you
And this time was my turn to lose
The only thing I ever knew was that love existed
But I had not ever tasted it.
Been living in pain but not ever faced it.
"If you want a future with me, you won't get on that plane.
But I was coming not leaving so folks it's not the same.
8:19... That time will haunt me for the rest of my days.
So if this is the last of me, parts of me wish that it be.
Love hard in remembrance of me
And next time, keep your word when you say that you will not... leave.
I'll leave you with these last few words
And please remember these...
Just thought I'd let you know...
I'll love you even when you you won't love me.

Only thing left to do is....sleep

What Happens When...

2008-10-19T18:09:00.000-07:00

Life as you know it changes whether for better or for worse? When the things that use to bring happiness no longer suffice? When people held dear to your heart disappear? When everything that you have worked so hard to accomplish deteriorates instantly before your very eyes? When things that you use to be able to shake off now hurt to the core? When you are forced to prioritize everything all over again? When the things that kept you going no longer exist? When you can no longer look forward to the future that you yearned for more than anything? When you find yourself trapped behind enemy lines?

Someone please send me a compass
because I need to find an answer
the pain is eating away at my dreams like cancer
Dangerously in love
Fell with no general surgeon warning
Heartbreak kills
Guess I missed the fine print
I put too much faith in it
that I do admit
Should it have been obvious
that finding true love is rare
like living through a suicide attempt
if I had a time machine what would I change
loving you or telling you my name
Maybe I would just relive the good days
play it back in slow motion
the Matrix... guess I picked the wrong pill
Overdosed on what I thought should have been
If life is not fair
Then I understand cheating to win
The more I think about it
The more I want to cry
But I ran out of tears
before I left the starting line
What happens when you no longer know what you live for?
When the being that was your everything...

is no more.

Looking Forward To It...

2008-10-18T18:38:00.000-07:00

Pharrell is that dude...

True Woman Manifesto - Afterword

2008-10-18T16:13:00.000-07:00

So I continued to read around this true woman manifesto, to try and better understand. I even attempted to find the true man manifesto(no ladies I'm not partial.) Unfortunately, there is none. As I continued to read up on this I continued to see negative feedback from women. I was curious to find out why no women agreed with it.

Then I saw the whole thing.

True Woman Manifesto

I'm convinced that whoever wrote this is a direct descendant of Adolf Hitler, no jokes. Is it seriously possible to be truely happy know that your mate is not? I know that there are people out there selfish enough to say yes. A part of loving is serving, giving not just taking. I practice this... ask my girl.

So I'm convinced that a TRUE MAN MANIFESTO must be created by TRè.

True Woman Manifesto

2008-10-17T21:04:00.000-07:00

So I was writing a paper for my mom on women in leadership and came across this.

Men and women are both created in the image of God and are equal in value and dignity, but they have distinct roles and functions in the home and in the church.

We are called as women to affirm and encourage men as they seek to express godly masculinity, and to honor and support God-ordained male leadership in the home and in the church.

Marriage, as created by God, is a sacred, binding, lifelong covenant between one man and one woman.

When we respond humbly to male leadership in our homes and churches, we demonstrate a noble submission to authority that reflects Christ's submission to God His Father.

Selfish insistence on personal rights is contrary to the spirit of Christ who humbled Himself, took on the form of a servant, and laid down His life for us.

Human life is precious to God and is to be valued and protected, from the point of conception until rightful death.

I've always believed that behind or beside a great man was a great woman... (excuse the grammar)If a man ain ish 9/10 the woman is not either...

Food for thought.

No Ne-Yo noooo lmao!

2008-10-06T17:52:00.000-07:00

Dude is buring Ne-Yo...

this video actually boosted my little brother's self-esteem.

Racism Still Alive...

2008-09-26T10:53:00.000-07:00

They Just Be Concealing It. (Kanye West)

Modern Day Chivalry

2008-09-16T08:29:00.000-07:00

Is chivalry dead or has it evolved into something else? Something superficial.

I don't think that chivalry is dead BUT I do believe that love has regressed. What has happened to unadulterated romanticism? Prime example: My grandparents have been married since... who knows the stone age. What I'm getting at though is my grandmother will sit in the car until and will not move until my grandfather comes to open the door. Despite that through the years he has lost a step or six, he still goes ALL the way around the car and opens the door. He then will beat her to the door walk up the 3-4 steps, while she waits at the foot, he unlocks the door and helps her up the steps.

Chivalry has lost it's it's luster, I do agree. Today it has evolved from knights in shining armor to just anything shiny. Let's go back, way back, back in to time when it was ok to write poetry and climb up a latter to read it the woman you loved :]. Back when we men would catered to our woman's every desire. Back when we men actually wanted to know the mind of our companion and not just her body. Chivalry has evolved from horses to coupes, horseshoes to rims due to modernization and because love has regressed from I love the way you make me feel to I love what you can do for me. Am I the only one that thinks that it's a shame that these days good guys finish last? That now women want men that will hurt them? Is this what love has come to?

Women, that guy might look good now but 10 years down the road when divorced with 5 kids, not so much. For the men, even Jay-Z gave the game up Mr. BIG Pimpin' himself (other notables Nas, T.I. Nelly, Pimp C[R.I.P.]) So look to them for inspiration. Excuse me as a quote a great," I mean even grass grow baby ya know, seeds become plants, and boys become men." Acting all hard is for homies that's lonely. Let's step it up fellas.

TRè - the last of the Gentlemen

September Snow

2008-09-16T05:36:00.001-07:00

The hurt overwhelms me instantly
Hurting me more and more
Than I deserve to be
What karmic cycle is this hurt from
Or is this just some for things to come
I thought you loved me
All a daydream I suppose
Even in September
I feel the winter cold
Numbing my heart every second
I try to stand strong
Hardening now
I feel the roughness of the stone
The ones that claim to love you
Always hurt you the most
If this is love
Then love please let go
I'm finished learning your wonders
All you have caused is pain
This time I know
Things will not be the same
Frost biten in the desert sun
I give in
This battle was not won
I feel the hurt deep in my soul
Even in September
I feel the winter cold.




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Defintion of Suave Ingenuity

2008-09-01T18:46:00.000-07:00

Suave: having or showing very polished and worldly manners.
Ingenuity: the skill and imagination to create new things.

Our focus for the blog is simple... Bring the truth in a light that society has not seen it. A lot of people like to give there opinions on things but they have not experienced it first hand. So their advice is just that... An opinion.

The motive of Suave Ingenuity is to display the insight of two young men through this journey called life. When you think of Suave Ingenuity, think fresh, young, creative. Think Al B Sure's smooth swagger + Malcolm X.'s intellect. Think Jay-Z in The ROC Boys + Ghandi's philosophies, there are so many more examples I could give but not without being redundant. Just expected the unexpected in all subjects of life. Until we meet again.

Sincerely,
Suave Ingenuity 
 